A Florida woman has spent $20,000 to look like the three-breasted woman from Arnold Schwarzenegger’s 1990 movie Total Recall.

Tampa, Florida resident Jasmine Tridevil told Real Radio 104.1 in Orlando that she saved $20,000 from her former job as a massage therapist to have the surgery done, in part because she wanted to become unattractive to men.

“I thought if I got a third breast implant most guys would think that’s weird and gross,” she says in her YouTube Q&A video. “But I can still feel pretty. Because if I wear makeup and cute clothes I can still feel pretty.”

The doctor who performed the surgery made her sign a non-disclosure agreement because he’s afraid he’ll lose his license.

Jasmine’s dad won’t be seen in a video with her, and her mom and sister have cut off all communication. But she’s not bothered because she knows she’s crazy.

“Well I am crazy,” she told Real Radio 104.1. “Crazy people don’t know they are crazy, so technically since I know I’m crazy I’m not crazy.”

The 21-year old’s ultimate goal is to have a reality television show. She’s hired a film crew to document her life experiences.

“I saved up for two years and I didn’t spend any of that money,” Jasmine continued. “I’m dumping every penny I have into this. If this doesn’t work, I’m through.”