Amber Rose took to Instagram Thursday (April 2) to post a heartfelt message to her ex-boo Wiz Khalifa and to tell the world, she’s tired of frontin’.

While Rose, 31 and the Taylor Gang General may no longer be together, that hasn’t stopped the self-proclaimed bald-head scallywag from still loving and missing her son’s father.

In the following long Instagram post, the How to Be A Bad Bitch author holds nothing back while describing her undying love for Wiz, and hopes the two can work past their issues:

My #ManCrushEveryday you know what it is…. We went wrong somewhere and even if we never ever get back together ( Even tho I pray, dream and hope we do) he will forever be the love of my life. The media doesn’t make it easy but fuck them we gotta live for reality and not society. We forever have a bond because we made a beautiful baby from our Love. Through all the ups and downs of our relationship my heart still beats for him every single day. I’m sick of putting on a front like I’m happy without him. I’m not. He makes me happy. He’s the only one who can. Regardless of how our lives Turn out in the long run he will always be the skinny tatted up stoner that has my heart ❤️