Kim Kardashian sat down to recollect on most of her bad choices in the past and they all had one thing in common, ecstasy.

On a recent episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, Kim expressed that she was high on ecstasy when she married her ex, Damon Thomas and she was also on ecstasy when she made her infamous sex tape with Ray J. During an interview with Busy Life, Kim was questioned about her past decisions and when did she really stop taking drugs. Kim responded, “I would tell my mom everything, we always had such a close relationship so I would come home and be like, ‘Oh my God, mom, I did ecstasy last night,’ And she was like, ‘You’re gonna ruin yourself.’ She was so upset, and she never did drugs so she was just so upset thinking that I was gonna turn into something, and be this crazy drug addict, and I was like, you know what, she’s so right, I’m so over it.”

Kim’s full interview with Busy Life can be viewed below.